Its been a while since I wrote and I'm kinda disgusted at the rate at which I have denigrated as a regular blogger. I remember the frequency of updates when I started this blog and feel ashamed now. So I guess its time to get back to old days and this is the first of the series of new posts that you wil c....:)
Its 2 months to go before I sign out of the b-school and college life for good and suddenly I feel a lil unsettled. Yeah, well, its serious life in the big bad world out there n all that....but I've never feared that and history stands testimony to that. But whats getting to me is the pace of life that I'm gonna be living, you know, the work at work at home on weekends on weekdays - I mean its not gonna be lazy anymore. Now thats scary!!
All of a sudden I feel like doing nothing - the kinda feeling you get when you know the answer to a question but you're bored to answer. Suddenly, I wanna cling onto this moment that is and never let it pass and then do nothing in the everlasting err moment.
But just when I'm trying to do that, thoughts about the lack of such feedom to laze envelope me and I go back to not enjoying the moment...
I'm like confused and like "ayyooo"....but yeah I guess I always was like this so its nothing unusual...so I waste time aimlessly like this...
....and crave for the liberty to do so in future also....(sigh!)
In order to make (hope for) the future greener,
ReplyDeleteThe present at times becomes paler.
So enjoy the moment.. :)
okie dokie :)
ReplyDeleteHey Amoolya.....
ReplyDeleteFirstly like the situation where you say ayooo in the passage above....
Secondly never knew I was the one only one who was not visiting your blog....there are many I guess from your message above ;-)
Thirdly Life is a mystery....Just try to live the life than contolling or expecting anything from it....
Its general tendency of anyone to resist or fear the change....But when one believes in the goodness of the change and gets into it then its new life once again(in a rejuvenated form).