Empty-ness!

Sometimes....one finds himself/herself in a different world altogether!
There are times when we find several reasons to crib and sulk and there are times when we just cannot stop smiling with joy. Its almost like its in the air that we breathe - we breathe life in different ways notwithstanding all the dust/aberrations around.
But then jus like u made a choice, sometimes life breathes out - breathes u out - so hard that ur completely out of breath. Its almost a feeling of sheer helplessness - you want it, you know you cant endure it, you cant let go, you cant hold on, you cant move around, you cant give up - your choices just do not remain choices.
Your choices become those catch 22 decisions, the veracity of which u simply cannot test.....
but
U know one thing for sure - whatever you do - however you reason out - your decision is gonna leave you unhappy for the rest of your life!!